something i call.........

smlm sy text my bf..
dye tnye ingt g x sal hri 2??
so,ckp lh ky dye..x ingt..
dye kte dh lpa lh plak..
actually we're planning 2 get engaged tyme cti rya nie..
x taw nk ckp pe kt dye..
sy xnk lh trikat awl ngn bnda nie..
sy mda g kn..still nk bbas pe sume..
but i can't say no 2 him..
cian kt dye cuz dye dh kje kras 4 dis..
mak dye pn kol kte td ckp sal 2..
dye mmg crius ngn hbngn nie..
bkn nk ckp yg sy x crius..sy pn cyg glerr kt dye..
juz,mse nya blowm tba g..dis is x the right tyme 4 dat..
i really want 2 tell him..but i don't know how..
oh god...!!
what 2 do??